I have been busy thank god, I did get outside more often and even I'm excited to move my future apartement so I can get my own kitten soon.
Since a few days was quite hectic yet improved for me to going make unfinished things allows me to gain my confidence.
Like I said, I have a LOT of unfinished and never too late to fulfill my goals. When I run away from my problems but this can't solve anything left behind. What I mean is to face my own reality and challenge myself will grow into a stable and good life ( ying yang included ).
I have to push my phobias out, it's very difficult to eliminte one by one but I can do my best even though I'm alone. My family support me rarly but my only best friend helps me a bit to overcome them.
Currentlt, I'm writing a confession letter to someone else. I've been build up some nerve to make a fragile decision for handing over it to my crush in person. Only I saw him twice where he works. So I have to wait until I'm ready to ask his name first. It's not teenage crush but a connection that I feel.
Does this relate to you? I hope I'm not only one having such burden of things.



