Since almost two weeks, I have my crush in my mind - almost one track mind but I managed to focus others watch korean drama, read the book and explore the internet.
Normally, I should forget and control of something comes in my head sticking in specific thing, I don't dig much on it then to absent of something will do in 2 - 4 days at most but since it's been almost two weeks. I become insane yet obessed about my crush. I don't want to turn into worse - an obession that can led of a loss of an appetite, sleepless nights and my emotions become confused.
These I wonder more and the more I get crazy without ask him directly:
He is single? Is he interested to me? what does he think of me? Will he accept to date me? To get know more?
I went dig frantically on facebook to find him the I thought that I found him, after I asked him if he works at restaurant '' mon ami '' and I got his reply saying that I'm mistaken. All I could looking, I think my crush might not have a facbook.
I aleardy lost my mind yesterday. Finally, I wrote a confession letter and I was supposed to go at restaurant where he works but due to emotionally exhausted, I stay here. Today? I don't know but eventually, I'm very sure to go there.
Thus far, I decided to wait for handing over my letter to him, I only need my chance to bond in friendly way with him so for creating less awkward between us and I will be able give it.
My letter is sitting and waiting on my desk until I'm ready.
Mind can be very complex and confused, I try my best to not become an obession. I don't like it at all. I keep my healthy mind at my best.
